Well I have tried blogging before and liked it and then I found facebook and sat way to many hours playing with it instead of doing the blogging, but I found I’d rather do blogging for what I enjoyed blogging about, myself. It’s more for personal reasons that I have started up again and one being I have to diet and write down what I do what I eat and so forth, well journals are no fun but computers are so what better way to do it then blog about it.
Today was my 2nd visit to the dietician and it wasn’t all that pleasurable as I have dropped two pounds so now just to be were I am supposed to be I have to put on 12 pounds and that’s not even counting the agreed upon amount that we felt I would feel the best at. My first visit I weighed in at 96 and we agreed upon a high protien, high fat diet and needed to be at least 106 for height and build to be considered healthy and since I have been as low as 94 and as high as 152 I said that I felt the best at 111 to 114 and thats what I want to be back to. I have to keep going to see her until I weigh 106. I thought well since I have a meal plan in front of me then sure this might not be so hard well now I’m back at 94 and feel very discouraged at the same time. I was doing so well trying to follow a routine with eating that I must be putting something on, I weigh myself oh and look at that I gained a pound, yah I thought, well then I started feeling like crap at night from eating every two hours as instructed so went to eating 3 meals high in everything and snacking small throughout the day, felling better now and look it here I have lost two pounds and then fell off the wagon so to speak and fell into my old habits after a stressful weekend and week and dropped another pound, oh great just wonderful what do you know times up back to the dietician head between my knees and lectured. So now I am to journal everything I consume in a day and how much of each item and bring it back to her in 4 weeks and see how I do. Not starting today as I got kicked in the ass today and have been sorrowing in self pity and damned my diet for the day 
